London.. how it has changed!

Well I’m sure now, Ally is lost to me. She cannot accept me or Matthew. Last night from the point of leaving her friends she didn’t speak a word to me, this morning she didn’t speak a word to me. She went to bed on her own, leaving me freezing, chilled to the bone from…

Well it’s documented in lots of places that starting on hormones will cause one to get teary, or upset from time to time, but until now I hadn’t experienced it, and naively thought they wouldn’t affect me like that (particularly as it’s been 3 months already).  Well tonight the hormones really got the better of…

Well unfortunately that was the reaction of my good friend Jim from work, he did later apologise for the remark. He didn’t offend, and realized the mistake either by my face, or by the realization. It was quite amusing in some ways, and disappointing in others. Guess I really should explain that comment, but I…

Ally and I have had some terse emails and a long talk again, and both have agreed we need to talk more. Ally, I feel, is still having trouble accepting and she has indicated that she will never accept until she understands. This sounds very much like another, and I have asked her to accept…

Well Ally gave me an early birthday present today, after telling her about the ball, she asked if I wanted to go, and when I had said there wasn’t enough time, she dismissed that as an excuse and said I should go.  It came as a shock because it was not expected at all, but…

Well tonight was a busy night, finishing work, and getting my gear together to go diving tomorrow, not to mention popping my head in to say bye to my Boss James at his leaving party. Well I couldn’t resist could I? Michelle had to meet James in All Bar Nun it was pretty uneventful and…