Today I got a surprise, one of the people that I thought would not take the news of my transformation well, approached me and said it was such a shame that I had made the blog private. Why did I think he wouldn’t take the news well? Well he was in the Australian Army (not…
Ally and I have had some terse emails and a long talk again, and both have agreed we need to talk more. Ally, I feel, is still having trouble accepting and she has indicated that she will never accept until she understands. This sounds very much like another, and I have asked her to accept…
Well I’m sure now, Ally is lost to me. She cannot accept me or Matthew. Last night from the point of leaving her friends she didn’t speak a word to me, this morning she didn’t speak a word to me. She went to bed on her own, leaving me freezing, chilled to the bone from…
Well it’s documented in lots of places that starting on hormones will cause one to get teary, or upset from time to time, but until now I hadn’t experienced it, and naively thought they wouldn’t affect me like that (particularly as it’s been 3 months already). Well tonight the hormones really got the better of…
Well tonight was a busy night, finishing work, and getting my gear together to go diving tomorrow, not to mention popping my head in to say bye to my Boss James at his leaving party. Well I couldn’t resist could I? Michelle had to meet James in All Bar Nun it was pretty uneventful and…
Today was the day I made the dreaded call, to tell Mum. Earlier my sister phoned to say mum was there, and would I talk to her (we had arranged this a few days ago), so I talked to mum about general things for a few minutes, then dropped the bombshell. Both my sister and…
Well today was work as usual, well not as usual, but it was work. Seems that the project manager who doesn’t want to manage is still not managing. After leaving me a calendar invite with no information about the customer except that I am meeting them at 10am Monday, last thing on Friday afternoon (which…
Tonight was an interesting night, completely unplanned, and the result was a phone call and confession to Michael my brother. In some ways it was quite funny, I said, “do you want to know the hard way or the easy way?” He said, “the hard way”, so I gave him the the location of my…
Well this is just going ot be a short update. After lots of tears, and talking, Ally has said she is not going to stop the transformation from Matthew to Michelle. Now all I have to do is fix the bickering that people have been doing at work. It’s very childish and irritating. A project…
Well this page is possibly the last I write. Ally sent me a long email last night, and it has left me very upset, and may spell the end of Michelle. I will do anything for her, and so I have left the ultimate decision to her. The mail said lots of things, some I…
Today was pretty uneventful. I got up, dressed in a set of trackies and a T-shirt and got ready for the dive. The pictures of the dive are on Matthew’s Photo Page but my favorite is of a rather playful seal. The afternoon brought another session of hair straightening (I can tell why people don’t…