Probably quite understandably I have been feeling a little insecure over the last couple of days, and so I have been cuddling up to Ally a lot more than usual. Today Ally called me a limpet, and asked if I was going to be like this every day from now on?
I don’t think she realises by not talking to me in detail about it so far, I am feeling insecure, I know that it’s my own fault and all that and I shouldn’t expect more, but it is really hard for me not knowing what she is feeling. I want to re-assure her that I love her, and I want to be with her at all times. Is this really wrong?
I caught Ally having a little cry this morning, first time I had seen it, and I was upset myself, she wiped her tears and said it was nothing as I saw her. It worries me that she is bottling this up, and I have suggested that she talk to someone, me, her friends, a counselor, anyone really, just to talk about it.
What can I do to help? Just being patient and letting her find her own way is one of the hardest things I am having to do.