Well I’m sure now, Ally is lost to me. She cannot accept me or Matthew.
Last night from the point of leaving her friends she didn’t speak a word to me, this morning she didn’t speak a word to me. She went to bed on her own, leaving me freezing, chilled to the bone from helping her friends. I am an embarrassment to her and there is no way to avoid or alter that.
All is lost for me, I think.